Impulse
Updated: Oct 7, 2020

Eyes that appeared big and larger with time
To the extent that she was shocked that she found herself doing irrational things to try and keep afloat and above the ground
She felt good was never enough and so she delved into that pit thinking about her world and the realities she felt she had experienced at a moment in time
Decisions...good or bad were always one step away from an act or two in her mind
And she was left with deciding what to do
Sleep on it? she questioned
Eager to get a response, though also eager to act on an impulse
She felt tied between the two acts just like her two and almost three worlds
Of realities clashing into each other and becoming new
If it is supposed to happen, then it will
And that's a statement she believed strongly, even at times, to save her from acting on it
Purely from a egoistical point of view and just because she felt that that was the way in which the forces and operations within the world worked
And that because you cannot foresee the future, that only hindsight will show what is best and also what was meant to happen
So maybe she should just sit back and wait and let her movie unfold
The best is yet to come
And the rest is coming and slowly following behind and in front - do you get it?
Because I wonder if she will
And besides, what do you think is best for her to do?